people from my hometown commenting on my appearance / weight
reading my mom’s texts, how formal she is in them
certain anxieties about writing manifesting
do my parents think proudly about how they have ‘made’ me
do you think there is something larger than you out there
not good at thinking of a specific for a category, but if you give me a specific i will tell you what it means
majority of people don’t want to critically assess and deconstruct the stuff of their lives
cousin’s baby ‘making eyes’ and riding a rocking horse, we say ‘see ya later’ to him and wave
old friend who works at a nuclear power plant in painesville, ohio now
very normal people who feel trapped but don’t want to admit it are the majority of people in america
guy with chief wahoo tatooed on the back of his head at the bar
college girls returning to my hometown to dance with the old guys at our town’s bar
girl next to me on plane comments on the ‘ugly browness’ of a river we fly over, i say ‘humans’ in response
missing someone like you can’t help it, always
there are planes in the sky at all times
get warm fuzz feeling from stewardess pouring my coffee, placing a napkin on my thigh
my mum saying all her kids are a crapshoot w/r/t getting married
lots of people on this plane who used to be little kids sleeping like them again
guy next to me talks about stocks and bloomington business and multi-million dollar companies
the reproduction of the relations of production…
dead chicken pieces between heated up wheat thirty thousand feet in the sky
some guy spouting rhetoric about deserving
everyone was once a tiny animal who learned to read signs
‘truth’ is out there and people want it now, now, right now, got to, now, okay
do you think that we should try so hard
